When we were younger, my sister and I have this late night "tea party" ritual; hot chocolate instead of tea, using our mom's fine china. It was a nice sister bonding ritual. Wish I could do one with her right now. So near yet so far...

Tears

...of laughter

...of sadness

it cleanses
it purifies
it rejuvenates

it has a mind of its own, sometimes you cannot control it...it just...flows...

Jumbled thoughts on this snowy day

So, it's been roughly six years since I updated this blog. Was'nt planning to but I've been feeling a bit down lately. Free flow writing. Just putting into paper whatever comes to mind. Tears on my eyes, thoughts jumbled, music in the background. The world is round. I knew it. All good things usually come to an end. Torn between two close friends. Toxic workplace. Noone to really talk to. Faith on one's self and faith in God keeping me standing. If the world becomes unbearable and you're tired of keeping yourself upright, kneel they said. Might just do that. Why did it become so complicated? Adulting is hard. Self-realizations. I need the beach. I need to see a beautiful sunset. I need to feel that everything will be ok. It will, won't it?